Monday, February 4, 2008

Is the memoir played out?

I made a resolution I didn’t even begin.

I have all of my diaries from the first time I wrote down a personal story. I thought, “Hey, maybe I’ll start adapting this stuff into some type of narrative.” Basically, I was going to start on a memoir. I’m not saying that my story is earth-shattering, but I generally entertain people regaling them with stories of how ridiculous my life can be. I thought, at the least, putting this together in a more complete form could sharpen my writing skills, flex a different muscle.

I decided to spend at least an hour every day of my work week writing this. My journals (and one diary with clouds, an inspirational verse and a flimsy lock) still sit in the attic. I psyched myself out.

I think, why would anyone be interested in my life (true, I said before I was going to do this for me)? Do I want to recreate any of these painful and/or embarrassing experiences?

1 comments:

Mitz said...

April,
I think you should do it - I agree with what you said about flexing your writing muscles. Right now I'm working on "RN- reluctant nurse" - a memoir of my 40 year nursing career. The title was Heather's idea. It's sharpened my story telling - making me more aware that it's not just my memory, but that I'm writing it for someone to read - someone who doesn't know me.
Story is just our memories that we make up - ;-) When we write anything we can't depend that the reader will read it the way we "see" it play out in our mind.
We have to write it with the emotions and nuances that we already feel in order to make the reader feel the same thing.

I just watched "Miss Austen Regrets". The last scene is of Jane's sister burning her letters and diaries. What a loss.

Writing a memoir sharpens our story-telling skills - and isn't that what it's all about - whether fiction or nonfiction - telling a story?